Week 1 Journal Amino acid supplements

Journal Week one

Ok a little background…

I’m far from wealthy, and have struggled in between benefits and working for a long time. A long term brain injury which was only diagnosed from the incident a few years ago has rendered me to flag a lot when going out of depth, or when trying to get off said system. I have absolutely no doubt in my mind that the Injury is more effected from times of poverty than at any other, alternatively doing to well can lead to over compulsive spending and the need for reality checks from time to time. (That’s your reality, not mine I say!)

And so in came the well packaged Thrive box from Brighter presence. The instructions are pretty straightforward, before starting the amino supplements clean out your system with Diatomaceous Earth; This stuff essentially kills off any nasty bugs you may have in your stomach and allows for the Amino supplement to work to their full benefit. I also had a few drops of Iodine, which is virtually non-existant since the beginning of the 20th century in diets.

After a day or so of this, I started on the Aminos, the taste was not the nicest I have tried, common sense after the first pint told me less liquid drink fast is the very best option. Drink it fast and have something to smother the taste if at all possible! You do get used to the taste and actually it gets to the stage that you don’t really mind it after a few days.

I mentioned earlier of my poor position, with the brain injury and limited income i was tending to use these amino’s as almost a replacement to the awful diet which low incomes can credit you with! I have also carried a few bad habits, one of which is smoking cigarettes. I however find it very difficult to give up smoking so was EXTREMEly surprised that on waking the next day I didn’t feel the need of a cigarette. If i had tobacco, i may have smoked but that morning I didn’t. Having my amino’s I literally found that the craving sensation one gets from nicotine withdrawal subsided almost completely. I was also finding myself to be a little more active, and more clarity to my thoughts. After a week of taking the Amino’s I actually think I could give up nicotine for good! This was not an expected outcome but it certainly makes one wonder at the science that may make this the case.

It seems deficiencies in amino’s may cause the cravings, to me. One has to wonder how it may change so many people’s lives eating a healthy diet and propping it up with the amino supplements. Anyone unable to maintain a healthy diet will find that through either mental health or addiction, through difficult periods of time seeking the answers from things not useful to the human body must equate to a huge number of modern issues.

In summary Week one has introduced a whole range of possibilites with the amino’s. Could it be that all this time we have been duped into not seeing the importance of amino acid intakes. Including our so called health authorities! Could it be that by not promoting steady intake of amino’s they can continuously flag us off with pills made to make us docile, drugs and other placebo’s feeding our already bogged down bodies with irrelevant intakes.

Finally is it the case that we don’t know the importance of amino’s because the above authorities and corporations have a much more pliable and controllable general public? That wouldn’t surprise me one bit, however i have only tried this for a small period of time, I would love to see a longer term overall check at how I feel at the end of next week

I will also look this week at other aids to help with my giving up tobacco. I think the amino’s help to relax our cravings and certainly helped me feel more enthused with life than I have been! I haven’t even talked about the L-Tryptophan! I will talk more on that Amino next week

We shall find out at the end of week 2! Stay tuned!

Brighter Presence amEno acids Part one

Essential Amino’s The building blocks for health, Vitality and a new lease of life

Its not every day one gets new products to try out. When it happens, and especially when seeking to put ones life back to normal its always recommended to go for it! 

It was a call from the universe I think. Locking into synchronisticvibes, a friend asked.. “Is that you at Bilderberg?” It turned out in the annals of you-tube was an old video of me watching a speaker called Darren Deogee talking about words being spells! I was captivated by the chat and remember talking afterwards. As was my way I later added him to facebook, and pretty much moved on.

I had grown tired of shouting at trillionaires, and I suspect they had more than enough pictures of me! I got to marshall David Icke and Alex Jones that day. Probably the peak period of us woke generation, I like many others realised the hypocrisy of much of the ‘Truther’ movement. Checking up facts often highlighted this point precisely.. I have always steered more toward self-sufficiency than total reliance. I know we are ruled by wealthy controlling people.. I just don’t think violence nor the polarity in everything is necessary…Anyway, I digress!

The friend mentioning me being on that video, led to a post By Darren rolling down my newsfeed the very next day, requesting help with his online business…That was the synchronicity kicking in! I threw my hat in and after a few missed occasions we finally got to chat about his ventures. Every one of which is worthy, However me being me, I like to know my product. Immerse myself, to the best of my capabilities.

Supplements are hardly my priority usually, but even I have to admit ..If there is something I need, then its to supplement my godawful diet of basic bank food tins and stress! It could be said I am an extreme case and would either feel nothing whatsoever, or something really outlandish

In so many way’s It was a group of supplement’s , that I was very much in need of. I think everybody has their own reason and each time it will be different from the next human. Essentially Amino acids make up 75 percent of the human needs it balances and makes the protein and bits the human has to take in to function. It seems a lot of us humans essentially crave our amino intake since it helps with many areas which appear to be major issues today.

For vegans, obviously their amino’s which they would gain from animal products has to be replaced, Vegans will be happy to know this is vegan friendly range of products.

However anyone whose dietary intake is lacking, or they need to intake more amino’s will benefit from this product. Not over time like many of the supplements for protein, amino’s make the protein. I am not a doctor, nor in any way am I trained. All I can give is my open and honest opinion as somebody who would through impoverished circumstances benefit from the amino supplements Brighter presence products provide.

Im going to be testing out the products now and will run a journal with regular updates. I can tell you surprising results are occurring already!

Darren on Amino acid’s

Brighter presence on Facebook 

Amino Acid structure

 

Amino acid picture

 

The New Levellers

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No i’m not talking about that rather funky band heralding from Brighton in the 90’s. Im talking about the first Decent and proper act of civil disobedience in British history, The levellers.
You see things haven’t changed too much in the last C.350 years they’ve just become more complex.

Included in the Agreement of the People (1649):

  • right to for all people to vote for their representatives
  • right against self-incrimination
  • freedom of religion and press
  • equality of all persons before the law
  • no judgment touching life, liberty or property but by jury trial
  • abolition of capital punishment except for murder
  • no military conscription of conscientious objectors
  • no monopolies, tithes, or excise taxes
  • taxation proportionate to real or personal property
  • grading of punishments to fit the crime
  • abolition of imprisonment for debt
    Taken from levellers.org

I know there are SOME irrelevancies but not many, John Lillburne was a man of his…

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Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me… For me.. FOR MEEEEEEEEE!

Throwback Thuirsday.. Things improve all the time, if you stop throwing your inate power at people that frankly do not give a fuck about you. Your anger becomes their energy.. Not yours, you become a battery to other peoples creations. Systems are outdated for this world.. We must all go back to the drawing board.. on so many things.. That is all.. I may well archive all this old crap and start a new chapter in my life. Stick around this shits just gone and got interesting.

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And you!
I have been reasonably quiet for quite some time. October was my last entry, since I have been busily trying to do nothing  but sit up all night and peep through the crack of my curtain at 11:30 in the morning, George Osborne prejudice styley. I fail at this side of things miserably.. FFS I cant even be a good scrounger, how shit is that?

It seems society is created in order to kill your spirit in one way or another. Like a well oiled machine without any wheels or ability to act. Until someone comes along to push that start button (and they are on minimum wage sporting a degree in astro physics).
I have never known such poverty at the bottom, of which ..within this country I must fall into. I could curse having the brain to think, as before I gained a half decent awareness…

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Ernest’s Last dig for victory

There is a lot lot more to this than initially meets the eye, please share far and wide, lets lift the lid on this corrupt system

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For purposes of protection of the individual, names have to be excluded until Justice has been done.

Imagine achieving over 50 years of marriage, and not being able to celebrate it with you’re loved One. Imagine being separated and banned from seeing your soul mate by a care home until they die. Threatened in the secret family courts with no legal representation and to be arrested if you show up, have your assets seized and threatened with imprisonment. Not only this but not being able to understand or communicate with the “people” providing this so called professional public service.
Unfortunately this is the true story of Ernest John Coles, and his beloved wife Maggie who ended up in a nursing home with apparent dementia. Ernest is an 85 year old partially deaf illiterate pensioner up against a multi-million pound profit making charity one of the leading care providers in Britain…

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Ernest’s Last dig for victory

For purposes of protection of the individual, names have to be excluded until Justice has been done.

Imagine achieving over 50 years of marriage, and not being able to celebrate it with you’re loved One. Imagine being separated and banned from seeing your soul mate by a care home until they die. Threatened in the secret family courts with no legal representation and to be arrested if you show up, have your assets seized and threatened with imprisonment. Not only this but not being able to understand or communicate with the “people” providing this so called professional public service.
Unfortunately this is the true story of Ernest John Coles, and his beloved wife Maggie who ended up in a nursing home with apparent dementia. Ernest is an 85 year old partially deaf illiterate pensioner up against a multi-million pound profit making charity one of the leading care providers in Britain run by money making monsters who believe they are above the law and which must remain anonymous to avoid being gagged, a GP who was found with skulls buried in his back garden, and a social services lie which is completely unfounded (Although we are seeking information and evidence for said allegation, nothing is immediately forthcoming).

Around 18 months ago, I wrote a blog on Ernest john Coles, it hit 6000 views in less than 3 days, Uk column gave an interview in which Ernest poured out his heart and told the world he wanted to see his Maggie, one last time before her pending demise in a care home that dragged out for 4 years defying the  predictions of professionals who quote “ expected her to die in 2009”. This particular care home which likes to gag anyone wanting to question their authority banned Ernest and took out a court order to keep him away and allow them to continue holding maggie in this elderly cattle run.  You may be questioning the whole scenario by now; It was also astounding the amount that would say, ‘hold on a minute why? He must have done something wrong?’

No, he didn’t, however he did question the care given to his wife and complained. Getting a ban from the care-home is easy if you are a huge national corporation because you guessed it; There’s money in old people. Ernest was illiterate, due to the country wide dig for victory campaign during the war. Remember that time; when fellow Beings looked out for one another, cared for those in vulnerable states and weren’t stifled from speaking out when something is wrong. What he gained in practical knowledge was lost because he was having to help his fellow man at another time of crisis. oh and he was deaf too. So must have really struggled with what was happening.

The campaign hit its heights at that point…. A petition was drawn up and Ernest spent day in, day out in all weathers campaigning to see his wife one last time on their Emerald wedding anniversary. He gained over 10,000 signatures of support these signatures were kept in the bottom drawer of the local MP’s office B__ B______.
Poor Ernest had another day in court for his campaigning and was told unless everything was pulled down he would end up in prison and never see his beloved wife again, he had after all featured on the UK column with Mick Harby and Brian Gerrish in an interview that was ordered down by the care provider. The peoples voice TV channel were even too scared to tell his story, however Sonia Poulton while working for that station did a live interview with Ernest’s carer the night Maggie passed away.

Throughout all of this, the very fact that so many linked authorities were fighting to keep Ernest away from the love of his life must be questioned. The medicines Maggie was being treated with at no point were questioned as side effects to her illnesses and ailments, nor did anyone have to answer because it is all kept secret in these courts..Well lets face it, Social workers, Police, multi-national corporations, M.P’s and all the other agencies involved never lie do they? (I am of course being ironic, they all lie and manipulate, to such a degree that most of the time we struggle to know what the truth is!) It is now time that their story was told and the secret family courts put to test.Ernest must have a final dig for victory, and he needs our help!

The ban is now void as Maggie’s strong Irish heart finally stopped beating in the Emerald years of their marriage after lying isolated in a room for 4 years. RIP Maggie. The night Ernest was invited to say goodbye to Maggie on the night of her death, she defied predictions for the 3rd time and her heart continued to beat, Ernest went back in the morning to see her one last time and hold her hand and tell her that he loved her, however he ended up being escorted by police to a cell in Launceston prison for the night where he lay cold, crying and lonely wondering if Maggie had left this earth, he informs me that they were good enough to offer him a pasty. He was Called back to court the next day to stand in front of the same judge that condemned him in the first place, Ernest was released without charge and never got to see Maggie again.

We are now in the process of raking through the medical notes from when she was first diagnosed with dementia. We have a lawyer who has written to the care provider and Dr in question, but they have completely ignored this request. We are not giving up as we believe there is something that needs digging up and need your help. I have studied some of the medical notes, although we still await the 4 years Maggie was resident at this particular elderly death camp care Home with no response.we have filed an investigation report to PALS for answers and evidence from the specialists concerned, she was on a cocktail of drugs including samvastasin

The palliative care of the oldest, weakest and most frail is a human right, not a privilege. How we, as a people tend and care for these people determines how we are deemed as a society. We need to look within ourselves and decide when enough is enough. When will people realise that unless we speak out en-masse it will happen to us next?

Throughout the writing of the article, the words of Martin Niemöller ring true. First they came for… Here’s what he would say now. First they came for the children, and I never spoke out because I wasn’t a Parent, then they came for the old, and I never spoke out because I wasn’t old, then they came for the weak, but I never spoke out because I wasn’t weak, and then they came for the disabled, and I never spoke out because I wasn’t disabled, and then they came for me…And there was no-one left to speak out for me.

Don’t let this become a reality, Don’t ever close your eyes to the sick methods of social engineering which are occurring, if you can do one thing which can make a difference, let your support for this poor man getting justice happen with immediate effect, we desperately need donations and contributions to help with his court costs, Ernest has made up some christmas cards in order to spread awareness and raise money needed you can order from his Facebook page

To join Ernest’s army please visit and like his facebook page https://www.facebook.com/pages/Justice-for-Ernest-John-Coles/349249158572459 ….watch this space!

Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me… For me.. FOR MEEEEEEEEE!

And you!
I have been reasonably quiet for quite some time. October was my last entry, since I have been busily trying to do nothing  but sit up all night and peep through the crack of my curtain at 11:30 in the morning, George Osborne prejudice styley. I fail at this side of things miserably.. FFS I cant even be a good scrounger, how shit is that?

It seems society is created in order to kill your spirit in one way or another. Like a well oiled machine without any wheels or ability to act. Until someone comes along to push that start button (and they are on minimum wage sporting a degree in astro physics).
I have never known such poverty at the bottom, of which ..within this country I must fall into. I could curse having the brain to think, as before I gained a half decent awareness.. I was blissfully unaware of the fate of our beings as a race.
These days all I see is an agenda packed rhetoric from very rich people telling everyone else to point the finger of blame in any direction than at them (Mainly  poor,unemployed, sick or elderly people). The art of distraction, forever directing the shift of blame away from those that are really to blame for our situation.  It’s not the unemployed or the sick, or the infirm. It isn’t the people that are genuinely struggling. It is those that nobody is talking about in the media. ‘The Have’s’. I knew about those bastards a long time ago, but for a while I thought that maybe just maybe one day I would join them. So I happily strived in a low wage, or lowly position before boredom sunk in, and i would end up back on the dole again, or sick from overwork.. These days, it is hunger since the supermarkets put prices up reduced the size of the packets and my basic giro stretched to it’s already unlivable amount became even less. Those on a basic salary glance enviously across because it doesn’t matter how many hours you work, it’s still not enough to touch the sides of basic living standards needed today.
What I find really strange, and outlandish is the way in which people instantly jump on the attack rhetoric. T.V doesn’t help, well why would they? Most of the guys in charge want a knighthood so will follow their paymasters orders or lose the opportunity to gain their usually lifelong ambitions of kissing the queens ring.

Doesn’t really matter, to be honest they will all get eaten alive in the pits of hell. What I really want to do now is fuck off. Say adios, toodle loo, arrive derci society stick your constructed application and opinion where the sun doesn’t shine… And a voice whispers in my ear…’ Oh you’ll go to hell for that one!’ Actually, I am already there.
On a final not RIP Tony Benn here’s to you, at your best

On this Journey

On this journey I have wondered; through the forest and the field, and the road to where I am now. I have discovered I am often wrong, been told that I am wrong, rarely have I been shown that I am wrong. This in the main is because I do not nor have I ever vehemently disputed. It is hugely because of my tactic of allowing the others to speak. Taking on board what I am told but not necessarily accepting it. Who am I to tell them that they are wrong and I am right? Who am I to argue with that ‘person’ and destroy their perception of the world? Perhaps they are right, perhaps not.It is only once you have travelled my forest, field and road you could possibly perceive my point of view and I certainly wouldn’t wish that path for anybody.

It is because I cannot claim that I am right that I don’t accept or reject anything except perhaps pretty much everything. I do not ever throw that knowledge away, however to see where I come from you need to strip down everything you know, unlearn everything and realise that what we live is a preconditioned societal construct.

I have tried to extrapolate certain preconditioning words from my vocabulary. I’m not perfect at this and fall down the ‘I need’ and ‘I want’ path all too often, before correcting myself. One word I do disenfranchise with great vigour is the word, ‘beLIEve’. It does you see have the word LIE in it, and for very good reason. As soon as one accepts that belief, they begin to reject all other arguments. This limits perception. Disenfranchises opinions that are equally as important as your own; In short I’m unlearning everything. Hey opinions are like arseholes, everybody’s got one!

So it leads to the next step, that of original thought and original opinion. Thinking for your selves without being boxed in by some age-old academic opinion. In my honest way of thinking all the great philosophers did this;

  1. Somebody who studies philosophy, somebody who seeks to understand and explain the principles of existence and reality
  2. Thinking person a thinker who deeply and seriously considers human affairs and life in general
  3. Calm and rational person somebody who reacts calmly and rationally to events, especially adversity
    Encarta Dictionary English (U.K.) philosopher (noun)

I would also add to this it is someone who is able to create that original thought from which the foundations of an idea originates. If you get a degree in philosophy however, you are expected to use other philosophers to back your argument up. This is where academia chokes original thought. Where it chokes the individual of creativity for it does not allow you to think. It is also important to know that a philosopher and philosophy have very different meanings.
Well, if you need any clarification why not comment 🙂 Original thought begets original thought, and this is a tough concept to tackle!

So what has happened to me?
The blogs been running a few years now,things have gotten better for me but worse for any chance of opportunity, frankly things have gotten insane!
JOB: I did till i got my flat :/ I moved too far away. i see my kids now loads none of it is on my terms in any way  though really i have to bite my tongue and be walked over, because its far more important to see my kids than it is to worry about starving myself through the week. Yes i suffer but to think of the complete bottom i had hit when they were absent from my life, makes it all worth it. its just a shame ive tried so hard to get a job but nothing is out there, so rather than look at the intrinsic problem of the state of the economy, it is easier to just call me a scrounger…seriously?

Fuck you mr  politician, you’re the biggest fucking scroungers out there. With your expenses bills of luxury breakfasts, multiple houses, spouses taken on as secretaries, back handers from lobbyists able to set the agenda: which usually involves some form of government contract. Who the fuck are you to call poor people scroungers? People have been so segregated so hopelessly tied up in this stupid debt based economy that its easier to look down than it is up. Its easier to think those less fortunate are getting some kind of easy ride. David cameron said we’re all in this together, he wasnt talking about digging in deep with us, he was talking about how him and his croneys were going to rob all the money off the people and asset strip the country. Yeah everyone these days seem to be a fucking hypocrite, because i speak my mind and wont fall into the conformities expected of me i can probably be stereotyped 30 times over, in a manner that will suit them..not me. My government aint no god , they are self serving back slapping  money screwing  Lizards with no morals and no right over me; Listen to Larken Rose:

So anyway I figure to myself you know what im gonna start my own business up. That was back in march. i wanted to go self employed as a writer. Releasing chapters monthly begging and borrowing but not stealing, i dont like to steal. This is where the problems really lay. For someone like me with an ounce of creativity, a spark of an idea I would need thousands to start up. It should be simple really great idea go self employed..go for it.

When i do this i get told ‘computer says No!’, and why? Because its way more important to fill shelves in fucking tesco, far more fulfilling doing some generic 9-5 than writing, or anything which is self satisfying. In the meantime we are sent on the most inanely boring jobsearches taken away from our real life and cast in stone as sheep. Not anymore!

With food prices rocketing and actual living wage staying stagnant it is now impossible to get by week by week without. whether you work or not. Just the day to day expenditure we are needing just to get through swallows any of our promissory note right up. The vultures of government have in just 3 years removed all reasons for me to have a government..so now i say kindly fuck off, and leave us alone!

The poor man’s Paradigm

When two Tribes go to war

The whole of Britain is today celebrating as The houses of parliament fell into ruin following a Frankie goes to Hollywood ‘Two Tribes’ styled battle took place between every member of parliament.

The whole scenario took place during prime ministers question time when someone in the public viewing gallery threw an apple at the back of David Cameron’s head and shouted to Nick Clegg that ‘Davey just called you a useless little turd’ to which Nick Clegg responded ‘That’s all I can stand, and I can’t stand no more’. He then launched himself at Cameron in a fantastic rugby styled tackle, sweeping Cameron off his feet.  Then everyone else in the commons joined in.

This was typified by the site of Ed balls climbing up the side of one of the aisles and leaping onto George Osborne wrapping his legs around his neck whilst pounding him in the ears screaming ‘YOU BELLIGERENT CUNT, I HATE YOU’. George Osborne was seen crying again.

Pandemonium ensued when Iain Duncan smith decided to take it upon himself to rip his shirt off revealing his S.S uniform underneath ‘Es ist die Zeit für die wahre Herrenrasse; die Welt zu nehmen, Heil Mich! ‘ Roughly translating to,‘ It is the time for the true master race to take over the world, Heil me!‘ At that point chaos transcended as at least 40 000 people watching in their homes, closely enough to get to him  went for the twat, who quickly realised that noone actually liked him; he was last seen floating off into the north sea, lets hope he never comes back!

Finally as the dust settled the few remaining MPS were dragged away by the police when it was quickly realised that they didnt work for elites but were policing only by consent. With this accepted, and a quick realisation by the masses that actually they are far better at governing themselves: a quick rational decision was made to remove all Big banks, corporations and land ownership. ‚NO MORE PROBLEMS!‘ Said a spokesman for the people.

This quickly spread to europe and the rest of the world with governments and elites quickly surrendering their power or facing guillotine for being sociopaths.

The final resolution occurred when a huge spaceship landed, Colonel Zog of the Intergalactic worlds federation spoke telepathically to the people of Earth; ’Finally with the breakdown of corporate and elite interests, the human race can finally evolve into its true potential‘ with that all the missing answers to life the universe and everything was transferred into every human mind.

Noone knows for sure what the future will hold but one thing is for certain, its better than the shit we have been going through!

Tim mattock